Thursday, September 30




adakah aku neh di kategorikan perempuan jahat?
jahat sebab aku sayang sangat tam?

dulu aku boleh je tahan
bila tam wat perangai
aku tahan je, aku tade aa tinggikan suara aku yang penyek neh,tade ah mencarut ke ape ke,

sedar la diri
actually kau yang salah
kau yang tak betol
tak matang
tau nak ngamuk je

laki camne camne pon
memang lumrah akan pandang yang laen gak
chacha tak leh nak expect laa tam nak ngan cha je all the time
tam got his own life
his friends and family
tam has change slowly
can you see that?

chacha neh yang full of negative vibe
chacha tipu bila chacha cakap chacha accept tam camner camner pon
padahahal chacha revenge and punish dia kan?

chacha sila berubah
kau naek lemak lak!
dah la da berlemak lemak
nak naek lemak laaa

tahi tol

dear bby
i am full of regret
i am sorry

i love you bby khairi

Tuesday, September 28


i'm in the mids of doing tons of assignments.
my internship will be started really soon which is end of november.
i guess it is on 29th november.
so i can say that i don't have much time to spend with mr boyfriend.
yalaa kan
da nak FINAL la plak an.

im having this kind of phobia
he will go out with other girls?
he will not give me a call?
he will forget me?
the thing is for almost two year plus  
we have seen each other like everyday except for holidays
now i will be away for six months!

now God really wanna test us.
dah la penyaket jealous chacha sangat critical.
hence, there are few things i hafta do:

1# mr boyfriend and me hafta be honest and we should discuss what are our expectations. eg; i must try to trust him and i know of course la dia akan kawan with others. so chacha tak patut la nak kongkong.dia blaja lama lagi kot.he still under student's kena paham.macam la cha tak tau student's life camner kan.sume tuh tak ke mana.

2# try to meet up as many as we can.since weekdays we all gonna be super duper busy, we gonna meet up friday and saturday. during the meeting, heart to heart kena ada so that tade la perasaan tuh hilang, and avoid la marah marah. nape nak marah marah if you only have little time to spend with an? if mr boyfriend wat hal , so many think kena re-think.

3# communication!like seriously, important sangat. i wont miss to give him a wake up call every morning. cha still la kena encourage dia blaja.and as a result, he must call me before sleep.okay i nak this thing compulsory. tak about sms?i dont think we have to sms 24/7.enough with the calls.we have to act a bit more mature.

i guess thats all i think about.tatau laa whats gonna happen in the future.really need to absorb the positive vibe.

p/s:split personality

Sunday, September 26


Oh begini rasanya cinta
Bila diagung-agungkan kuasanya
Dan aku begitu naif untuk dirimu
Kerna usia

Oh sekarang bukannya masa
Untuk kau ungkit lagi salah siapa
Dan engkau terlalu ego untuk diriku
Kau memang begitu
Bukalah mata oh
Yang selama ini kau pejamkan
Dan lihatlah diriku
Buanglah buanglah
Buang curiga yang telah lama kau simpan
Yang mungkin memudaratkan mu
Aku memang begitu
Tetap seperti dahulu
Terlalu menyanyangi diri mu
Kau mahukan gadis semasa
Yang bisa memberikan kau segalanya
Dan engkau tak mampu melihat
Apa yang ada di depanmu
Kau mahukan perubahan dunia
Tetapi pada aku kau sama saja
Dan engkau terlalu ego untuk diriku
Kau memang begitu
Ulang Korus 2x
Aku memang begitu
Tetap seperti dahulu
Terlalu menyayangi dirimu
Oh aku memang begitu
Tetap seperti dahulu
Terlalu menyayangi diri
Terlalu menyayangi diri
Terlalu menyayangi dirimu

gadis semasa by yuna

Friday, September 24


Building trust in your relationship is a daunting task that is filled with tears and pain all along. But the effort is worth it, because trust makes a relationship stronger and will also enhance the mental strength of you and your partner.

i realize i should do these:

  • stop being too possessive and desperate
  • be practical;he has a life other than me
  • spend quality time instead of fight with him
  • never vent my anger and frustration towards him
  • JEALOUSY;ignore him a little
imma do all these!


10 good things about khairi

  1. humorous guy that can make me laugh while crying.kau gila joker sampai annoying tau tak.grrr!
  2. he is amazing with his superb dreams.idea kau best je an:)
  3. determination and easily motivated.
  4. rational which kau tak cepat melatah pon.if aku kua kau tak bising pon tho kau jeles gak an actually :P
  5. I can be myself when I'm with you.
  6. you love your family and i love the way you treat them
  7. your patience is much better than mine
  8. he is brilliant. every time we talk about something, he will understand it ass.
  9. persuader.ayat kau manes gilaaa:)
  10. dependable on me:)cha hafta choose all your clothes,food, etc.i love it:)