MUMMY AND DADDY DID NOT MEAN TO DO IT

in deep depression.

i am sorry.

SORRY, TAK TAHAN!

sape sape sape

sape kata aku kental?

tak kental mana pon

beberapa titik kuar kat mata tadi

i shoud be stronger than this

imissyou and loveyou

why i can not foreseen any goodness of continue our relationship?

LAYAN JIWA TENGAH MALAM,AKU KENTAL LAGI.

helo.i am currently having sleep disorder.hahaha.so tak kurus mana pon.gems as always:)

still have lemak sana sini.

anyway

i may seems happy

jyeah

duo personalities

happy from 10 am till 10 pm

crying and sad from 10 pm to 10 am

LOL!

aiiyak

i miss you like hell

but i am so scared to take the risk to get back with you

i am so bored with all the lies,fights and so on

let it be like this

right?

nite my bby

i always have you in my world

iloveyoubbykhairi

WHAT EVER I WANT IS PINK

saje tade keje 

pink pink pink 

:)

LET ME LIVE WITH THE MEMORIES

i miss you:(

I CANNOT ALTER MY EGO IF YOU CANNOT DO IT TOO

as usual, this freaking feeling comes again at 3 am with suara's song constantly repeat on my laptop.
honestly, i cry every night before my eyes close properly and enter lala land.
i was and still having this kind of hope;

• to be with you until our heart stop beating,until the world stop spinning
• to love and be loved back
• nobody is important for us

nevertheless, i keep repeating to myself, that i cannot be with you

i am totally blur either to trust you or not

hell yeah my jealousy is too bad

i am sorry

i am to scared to lose you actually

you are still in my heart

to you

this might be the best

as i wont bother with your life anymore

but you know the consequences of this?

there will be a huge gap between us

that love no longer exist

until one day we ask each other 

"where the hell our love has gone?"

it is true

i cannot understand the presence of other girls in your life

but it is okay

i will let you do what ever you want

i deactivate my facebook

i did not call you, sms you

i did not ask ask ask and ask

i answer your call

i answer all your questions

is that better?

better right because i am following whatever you want

i do not want any fight

so

let it be like this

no more negotiation

i know the same thing will happen

AFTER ALL

IT IS MY MAJOR PROBLEM

i am sorry

i still love you and always love you

ADA CINTA ADA RINDU

i love you i love you i love you

IS IT WRONG TO LOVE YOU

IS IT WRONG TO LOVE YOU?

I WON THE BATTLE BUT LOST AT HEART.

baloo was my ex boyfriend.

masa bercinta dengan dia tak lama.

dia kt college dia kt kulim,cheq kt matrix penang

jumpa pon sebulan sekali

macam outing je an?

when i love someone

i am the type of girl that-loyal,full with love,jealousy all the time as i think that particular boyfriend of mine is not for other girls at all.

i was really brave enough to confront any girl that he was mine

yes i felt extremely happy

but i lost his love actually

so

i thought now i am so angelic

where my stupid jealousy had been vanished 

nevertheless it still exist and become worst

now

i don't feel like to love anyone

it's not their faults

it's mine

but i hope bby khairi knows that i became like this because

I LOVE HIM DAMN MUCH

i feel a huge guilty now

hence i punish myself

i hope i learn all the mistakes

sekian.cinta tak bermakna:(

p/s: ouh.nobody knows how much i love bby khairi.

SIAPA YANG SEDANG KAU SAYANG?

tajuk siapa yang sedang kau sayang neh sumber insipirasi nak belajar la konon.

seyesly, masa zezaman chacha koyak, bukak la youtube and dengar lagu zezaman zock zapak.

Mega - Bayangan Gurauan,Search - Gadisku,TO'KI - Hampa and banyak ag.

lagu lagu neh tolong kita express feelings actually.

try laaa.tayah memalu

pasti boleh:)

final exam start really soon

them away to ampang

hem

ape patut chacha bwt?

CERITA PASAL RAMBUT

my hair is getting worse day by day

seriously i need new hair cut

my hair is suffering from the perm thingy i did for the past 6 months ago

*ini rambut masa nampak cantek la konon*

                                  

*nak potong rambut cmneh, okay takkkk?*

  

* suka curl yg tepi tepi tuh.so insanely gorgeous*

 *short mebbe?heee*

 

*saje bg besar,neh la feverettttt!*

wait and see yeah!

I NEVER LEAVE YOU

super busy causes me and him into small fight.

haish

i never leave you

stand by you forever

 i love you bby khairi

JUST A DREAM

I love this song so much.Food for my ears.

NEVER THOUGHT..

situation 1 : today

I'll never talk again

Oh boy you've left me speechless

You've left me speechless, so speechless

situation 2 : yesterday