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soon

I REALIZE I USED TO BE A HAPPY PERSON

its been awhile i did not write

everything is changing now

who knows at the age of 21

i did a lot of mistakes

which obviously are sins

people keep on saying

it is normal when we are in our teen-world

but i wish i can close my eyes

and pretend that nothing had happened

nobody knows that i lost my smile

nobody knows i cry at night

nobody knows how i felt like dying

nobody knows i never stop thinking of him

of our memories

yeah

im stuck in my own world

and i do not need anyone to awake me

im already died

im eagerly waiting for god to take my soul away

there is no more anger in me

no more hatred

i keep on praying

we both together

we both become better

i never stop

and till then

i could not smile

SIN

i wont forget 

MY DAY AND NIGHT NOT FOR YOU ANYMORE

thank you for everything

thank you for the explanation

after what i have been through

you are not deserve to have me

i do not want to look at your face anymore

go away

NOT READY FOR A COMMITMENT

there is a stage in life where we have to change

where we have to give greater commitment

dear love

you do what ever you wanna do

imma stay in this fricking dream