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Friday, November 26

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soon


I REALIZE I USED TO BE A HAPPY PERSON

its been awhile i did not write
everything is changing now
who knows at the age of 21
i did a lot of mistakes
which obviously are sins

people keep on saying
it is normal when we are in our teen-world

but i wish i can close my eyes
and pretend that nothing had happened

nobody knows that i lost my smile
nobody knows i cry at night
nobody knows how i felt like dying
nobody knows i never stop thinking of him
of our memories
yeah
im stuck in my own world

and i do not need anyone to awake me
im already died
im eagerly waiting for god to take my soul away

there is no more anger in me
no more hatred

i keep on praying
we both together
we both become better

i never stop
and till then
i could not smile

Monday, November 8

SIN




i wont forget 

Sunday, November 7

MY DAY AND NIGHT NOT FOR YOU ANYMORE



thank you for everything
thank you for the explanation
after what i have been through
you are not deserve to have me
i do not want to look at your face anymore
go away

Tuesday, November 2

NOT READY FOR A COMMITMENT

there is a stage in life where we have to change
where we have to give greater commitment
dear love
you do what ever you wanna do
imma stay in this fricking dream

Sunday, October 31

MUMMY AND DADDY DID NOT MEAN TO DO IT








in deep depression.


i am sorry.

Wednesday, October 27

SORRY, TAK TAHAN!

sape sape sape

sape kata aku kental?

tak kental mana pon

beberapa titik kuar kat mata tadi

i shoud be stronger than this

imissyou and loveyou

why i can not foreseen any goodness of continue our relationship?