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Friday, November 26

I REALIZE I USED TO BE A HAPPY PERSON

its been awhile i did not write
everything is changing now
who knows at the age of 21
i did a lot of mistakes
which obviously are sins

people keep on saying
it is normal when we are in our teen-world

but i wish i can close my eyes
and pretend that nothing had happened

nobody knows that i lost my smile
nobody knows i cry at night
nobody knows how i felt like dying
nobody knows i never stop thinking of him
of our memories
yeah
im stuck in my own world

and i do not need anyone to awake me
im already died
im eagerly waiting for god to take my soul away

there is no more anger in me
no more hatred

i keep on praying
we both together
we both become better

i never stop
and till then
i could not smile

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