MUMMY AND DADDY DID NOT MEAN TO DO IT

in deep depression.

i am sorry.

SORRY, TAK TAHAN!

sape sape sape

sape kata aku kental?

tak kental mana pon

beberapa titik kuar kat mata tadi

i shoud be stronger than this

imissyou and loveyou

why i can not foreseen any goodness of continue our relationship?

LAYAN JIWA TENGAH MALAM,AKU KENTAL LAGI.

helo.i am currently having sleep disorder.hahaha.so tak kurus mana pon.gems as always:)

still have lemak sana sini.

anyway

i may seems happy

jyeah

duo personalities

happy from 10 am till 10 pm

crying and sad from 10 pm to 10 am

LOL!

aiiyak

i miss you like hell

but i am so scared to take the risk to get back with you

i am so bored with all the lies,fights and so on

let it be like this

right?

nite my bby

i always have you in my world

iloveyoubbykhairi

WHAT EVER I WANT IS PINK

saje tade keje 

pink pink pink 

:)

LET ME LIVE WITH THE MEMORIES

i miss you:(

I CANNOT ALTER MY EGO IF YOU CANNOT DO IT TOO

as usual, this freaking feeling comes again at 3 am with suara's song constantly repeat on my laptop.
honestly, i cry every night before my eyes close properly and enter lala land.
i was and still having this kind of hope;

• to be with you until our heart stop beating,until the world stop spinning
• to love and be loved back
• nobody is important for us

nevertheless, i keep repeating to myself, that i cannot be with you

i am totally blur either to trust you or not

hell yeah my jealousy is too bad

i am sorry

i am to scared to lose you actually

you are still in my heart

to you

this might be the best

as i wont bother with your life anymore

but you know the consequences of this?

there will be a huge gap between us

that love no longer exist

until one day we ask each other 

"where the hell our love has gone?"

it is true

i cannot understand the presence of other girls in your life

but it is okay

i will let you do what ever you want

i deactivate my facebook

i did not call you, sms you

i did not ask ask ask and ask

i answer your call

i answer all your questions

is that better?

better right because i am following whatever you want

i do not want any fight

so

let it be like this

no more negotiation

i know the same thing will happen

AFTER ALL

IT IS MY MAJOR PROBLEM

i am sorry

i still love you and always love you

ADA CINTA ADA RINDU

i love you i love you i love you